Doing My Best -

I am doing my best to stay positive
I am doing my best to stay focused
I am doing my best to not be disappointed
I am doing my best to not worry about everything
I am doing my best to find joy
I am doing my best to enjoy this time in my life
I am doing my best to remember who I am in Christ
I am doing my best to remember who my first love is
I am doing my best to look forward to the life ahead of my
I am doing my best to not panic about being a wife
I am doing my best to take better care of myself
I am doing my best to better believe that I am beautiful
I am doing my best to enjoy home 
I am doing my best to bless the people I work with
I am simply doing my best.

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Life is slowly falling into a groove for me. I am working steadily at the Vee and learning new areas of the store (mainly photo, but possibly/hopefully Health and Beauty when Meg who is currently in charge of that department goes on maternity leave). I am slowly but surely planning my wedding. This week I managed to get all of our Save the Dates addresses and our guest list pretty close to finished. I am surprised by just how much work there really is to be done for a wedding, even a small and simple one like Spence and I are planning to have. With planning a wedding, I have been blessed to spend a lot of time this week (and I'm sure in the months to come) with my mama. It's been fun to go to the craft stores and talk ideas and possibilities. She loves being crafty and it's contagious. Because of her and my sister's painting talent and my other sister's photo talent... our wedding is going to be decorated amazingly. And I am so excited to see it all come together. So yeah. I am doing my best right now. And some days it's easy. Some days it's hard. But it's the best I can do.

p.s. I have finished 4 days of working out and eating healthier. My body is sore and my knee screams out against me most of the time. But I do feel better and am hoping to see even more changes soon. I'll keep you updated.