Wanting to be in Peru... wanting to be home...
Last week was spring break and it was pretty fantastic. I went home with high aspirations as to what homework I wanted to have finished and came back to school with hardly any of it done. But I got the chance to relax, rest and hang out with my family. Which in my book... is far more productive than finishing an assignment for a class. So it was a great break. But ended far too soon and with me getting sick. My dad had been sick the first couple of days that I was home for break and I was fine all week long. But the day I got back to school I got hit with it and have spent the last two days in bed. It has not been fun and has left me with no energy and scrambling to finish homework that's due at various times this week.
I am going home this weekend for my little sister, Karis', homeschool play. She has been looking forward to this for months and has one of the lead roles. But we just found out Samantha isn't going to be able to go with me due to prior camp team commitments (don't get me started on that ridiculous topic). And on top of that bad news my younger sister, Jenai, got bad news about prom and is just really disappointed and upset. And so of course, even though I don't feel good, I am in protective big sister mode and very upset with various people for messing things up for my sisters. I am so protective of my sisters. And I hate it when they have bad days or get hurt in some way.
On top of all of that, things with my internship are just kinda messy right now. Trying to figure out what to do with it all and trying to not get discouraged as different numbers, dates and possibilities are thrown out on the table is not very much fun. I am trying to keep my faith in the fact that God has opened these doors for me so far and that if it is His plan, things will work out just right in just the right time and way. But it's really hard to not look at it all and feel discouraged and as though the Devil is getting his way in distracting me from this. Please be in prayer that he won't win and that things will work out the way they are supposed to for me in going to Peru.
Well off to attempt to do some homework and then crash again early tonight thanks to cold medicine.
I am going home this weekend for my little sister, Karis', homeschool play. She has been looking forward to this for months and has one of the lead roles. But we just found out Samantha isn't going to be able to go with me due to prior camp team commitments (don't get me started on that ridiculous topic). And on top of that bad news my younger sister, Jenai, got bad news about prom and is just really disappointed and upset. And so of course, even though I don't feel good, I am in protective big sister mode and very upset with various people for messing things up for my sisters. I am so protective of my sisters. And I hate it when they have bad days or get hurt in some way.
On top of all of that, things with my internship are just kinda messy right now. Trying to figure out what to do with it all and trying to not get discouraged as different numbers, dates and possibilities are thrown out on the table is not very much fun. I am trying to keep my faith in the fact that God has opened these doors for me so far and that if it is His plan, things will work out just right in just the right time and way. But it's really hard to not look at it all and feel discouraged and as though the Devil is getting his way in distracting me from this. Please be in prayer that he won't win and that things will work out the way they are supposed to for me in going to Peru.
Well off to attempt to do some homework and then crash again early tonight thanks to cold medicine.
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