Oh my goodness...

Goodness it has been a couple of crazy weeks. Life is sprinting along at full force. And I am lagging behind at a not so smooth jog. So much has happened. Both good and bad. And I am not going to go into detail about much of it. Because, well. I just don't want to or feel the need to. Hahaha. But I do want to write about one thing in particular. A few weeks back I talked about a promise that I made and why and for how long it would last. Well... things have changed with that promise a bit. It's funny how sometimes you feel led to make a decision or a promise because you know there are things in your life that God is just waiting and hoping you will give over to Him. For me... it was struggle with learning to be single and waiting for God to bring the right man into my life, while letting Him lead me in life in every way imaginable. I am not saying I've met my future husband. But I am saying that I have found a guy (who happens to have been my best "guy" friend for the last 2 years) who seems to be a true-God send to me and my life. And only God knows where He is going to take this and what He is going to do with it. But I just have to smile at the fact that God's timing is so different than mine. And how He is just waiting for me to realize that. And yes, it took me making a pretty big promise for me to realize that. But God is doing some pretty wonderful things in my life. And I can't deny that I wake up every day now with a smile on my face and a new reason or hope for living my life. All because He worked once I finally let Him. It makes me smile to think about how big my God is and how He loves to work in me. And how wonderful it is once I surrender to that. Life has been full of blessings over the last couple of weeks. So many things to smile about and be thankful for. What could be better (other than Jesus coming back, of course)? I hope that you all will find a way to finally give up control to God because He can do some pretty spectacular things.