Stress...
So, I have decided that I have to figure out how to control my stress better. I get so worked up and then I cry and then I'm angry and frustrated. And then I'm miserable. And that is no good. I have got to figure out how to control my stress better. The last couple days have been stressful for me as I have tried to be an adult and work things out in order to get my computer fixed and juggle my bills all at the same time. Well, that has been a challenge. Especially since I do not want to end up short on paying my school bill or wasting precious money. My computer screen broke on my laptop at the beginning of the summer and I have to get it fixed or replace it before school starts. So, me trying to be an adult, was making phone calls to Dell and visiting BestBuy to figure out what to do. And then this morning, I went and threw my hands up telling my dad to just tell me what to do like he did when was I was 12. Well, that didn't help and led to me getting even more stressed and frustrated. It finally got figured out about 30 minutes ago and my stress level still isn't going down at all. I get so worked up and then it takes a long time for me to get relaxed. I have to figure out how to control my stress better. Whether it has to do with work and finances, school and homework, internship and plans. There has to be a better way for me to deal with the stress of life. The hard part is, no one in my family deals with stress well it seems so I don't even know where to begin. Writing is a big stress reliever. I often will hide away in a corner with a pen and my journal and write until I have no more words. Or I will go for a run. Both things help. But there still has to be a way for me to prevent myself from getting so stressed. Hmm. Any ideas?
On another note, my time at home is coming to a close once again. I leave for Lincoln tomorrow and camp in Indiana on Sunday. And then it's off to 4 more weeks of camp. 2 with junior high students and 2 with high school students. And then once camp is done, I will have about 4 days at home in which I will be writing papers for my intensive class that starts on August 16th. It's going to be a whirlwind race to the end of my summer while preparing for school to start back up again. Even though it will be super busy and I will have a ton to do. I am looking forward to it all getting done and to getting back to my usual life in Lincoln. I love being home and with my family, but I miss that constant having something to do, somewhere to go, someone to see. I am most definitely looking forward to finishing my last year at Lincoln and preparing for my internship. It is hard to believe that I am a senior. But I am definitely ready to get back to Lincoln despite it being strange to think that it's my last year there. We shall see what happens.
On another note, my time at home is coming to a close once again. I leave for Lincoln tomorrow and camp in Indiana on Sunday. And then it's off to 4 more weeks of camp. 2 with junior high students and 2 with high school students. And then once camp is done, I will have about 4 days at home in which I will be writing papers for my intensive class that starts on August 16th. It's going to be a whirlwind race to the end of my summer while preparing for school to start back up again. Even though it will be super busy and I will have a ton to do. I am looking forward to it all getting done and to getting back to my usual life in Lincoln. I love being home and with my family, but I miss that constant having something to do, somewhere to go, someone to see. I am most definitely looking forward to finishing my last year at Lincoln and preparing for my internship. It is hard to believe that I am a senior. But I am definitely ready to get back to Lincoln despite it being strange to think that it's my last year there. We shall see what happens.
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